Hello Dazed Day (: Pictures above taken on Wednesday when I ditched class and went for an outing with Macy & friends. Anyway, been spending my Saturday at home. The weather was just perfect for lazing and yes, all I did was laze around at home. Bored much? I know~ My braces is killing me softly, I swear. I can't eat properly. This means, I'll lose weight and it will make me feel more demoralised. *Sigh*

Anyway, I was browsing through the pictures Macy took when she went out to Botanical Gardens this afternoon. It made me reminisce about last year when my whole family (excluding mum) would go to the Zoo, Botanical Garden, Parks etc to take pictures. I miss those days. Dammmmnn. Anyone up for photography outing do inform me okay?

Anyway, I was browsing through pickyourshoes and found this awesome pair of shoe!

Nike Air Force 1 Mid

Coach Oriana Sneaker

Girls screeeeaaammm! Aren't those shoes just adorable? Oh yes! Here's a Fashion Forecast for 2010! Visit Mango's website and see the new trend for next year! I specifically like the cute frilly dresses and platform shoes and yes, I think they're opening up a new line of clothing for men! So guys, here's a chance for you to shop at Mango!

Anyway, I've complained about my financial status yesterday. A reminder, I'm broke. Need a job badly. If any of you have job offers do inform me :) I swear I need a job. I'm eyeing the Cotton On shop that'll be opening in White Sands very soon. For the time being, I'm just looking up at Classifieds hoping that there's job vacancies. Ahh kinda misss working at The American Club. But too bad they don't wanna employ me anymore. I have to go now. Love you all (: xoxo

Don't waste your time on me

your already the voice inside my head

Hello Demonic Eyes (: Picture above taken with best teammates ever! Hehe. I was trying out the head scarf look. I look mayjah weird ~ Anyway, didn't go to school today 'cause I'm lazy and I have dentist appointment. Met b over at Outram Park MRT Station. I changed my braces to Hot Red! I like, you like? After that, decided to visit Vivo City & Harbour Front. Lunched there and walked around aimlessly. b was being such a sweeheart today. Thank you for sacrificing your time and sending me all the way to Woodlands. I love you ♥

After parting with b, headed to school. Bumped into Kat the Pussy (who apparently ditched us again). Then met Daph, Julian, Hana & the rest. Waited for Zeek to wish him a happy birthday. Oh yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZEEK! Haha commercial break. Anyway Daph, Julian and I train-ed down to Somerset 'cause we wanted to watch The Informant at Cineleisure. So yeah, basically we had dinner and walked around till the movie started. Thanks Julian for blanja-ing & for the ciggs :)

Now I'm back at home. Feeling kinda sad that I'm haplessly broke. There's so many things on my wishlist and I'm starting to wonder when will I ever get a job. It annoys the living shit out of me that I have to wait for my weekly allowance to spend. To make matters worse, 1/5 of my allowance is spent on ciggs. On a lighter note, life is pretty much fine nowadays. I guess its time for me to head to bed. My eyebags look fugged. Love you all (: xoxo

Have I ever told you how

much you mean to me?

Happy 1 Month Anniversary Baby!

"we go through our thin and thick, to be over it just don't make no sense at all. 'Cause baby me without you, it's impossible to see"

Hello Ribbons (: Yes, the picture above is taken to promote the blog shared by my twin sister and I. Hope that you readers can go visit it. The next video post will be up soon. Here's the other pictures. Haha

A lot right? I just took almost half an hour editing it into a collage. I never edit the lightings or whatever shizz okay? It's purely the awesomeness of my table lamp. Hehe. I guess today wasn't that interesting in school. I wasn't in the mood to study and had the thought of ditching class in mind. But I managed to pull through till the end.

After school, met Macy and friends. Then bus-ed to White Sands. I haven't been there for quite some time 'cause I've been spending time in Lot 1 instead. Haha. Had dinner at MCD and homed. Haven't done my RJ yet. Lazy la can? There's Marketing module tomorrow and I promise its gonna be fugged. Don't feel like going school sia~ OMG! Help me, anyone? Okay, okay I wanna do my RJ now. Love you all (: xoxo

I have a question for you

But I already know the answer

Hello Hapless People (: Firstly, I felt really bad that Daph lost her wallet. I even asked the Mak Cik cleaner to help me find for it. Praying that it'll be found soon. Babe, don't worry alright? The fucker who stole your wallet will be fucked upside down. Anyway, Communication UT was a breeze. Hehe. Had a tiny problem that caused me to be confused and pissed. But I guess I should not mention it here. After school, chillax-ed with Daph for a bit. Then went to Woodlands inter with a bunch of Zeek's friends.

I train-ed all the way to Teck Whye to meet my babylove. So much for denying that he doesn't have a new phone. Cheeky ahh you! I like it when you try to lie to me 'cause I know you can't. Hehe. Waited for his neighbour who apparently is going to Zirca tonight. Haha. Okay that's random. b & I parted with him at CCK MRT. Had my dinner at Pasta Manium. I like the Strawberry Soda! Damn niccceee~ You guys should try it! Then back to Pasir Ris.

Currently waiting for b to call me and feeling a burning sensation of jealousy. Yes, I'm jealous that my twin sissy got a new effing laptop! Not fair okay~ Haiyaa. I guess I have to stick to my current one till I end my 3 years in RP. Sad much? Oh yes! b just dyed his hair red which he denies and said its purple! I like your brown hair la b. But still, I love you no matter what. Don't know what to do right now. I guess I'll leave. Have a good week! Love you all (:

Don't you think that I'll ever be perfect

Never truly worthy of your love

Hello Risk Takers (: It's Monday already. Time seem to move so quickly these few days. I can catch up physically but mentally, I'm left behind. I need some rejuvenation of some sort. Oh yes, for The Hestia viewers & readers, do check out their new post here. Anyway, my weekends were terrible. I was sick and I am still sick. Uggh. Hate it. Been spending the time I have lazing around doing nothing productive. Sad much?

I've changed my background 'cause I assume it bores you readers. So hope you like the new look! Been catching up with my old pals these few days but there's one person that I haven't been in contact with and that's Dzul. I swear I miss him a lot. Those days when I would go straight to Esplande Library to meet him, smoke & share all our problem near the Water Front till about 8 plus, have dinner at MCD and go home. Last time we hung out was when he brought me to Marina Barrage. Where have you been best friend? Hope to hear from you soon.

There's Communication UT later. Not sure what I'll be doing after school. Might be meeting b. Haha. I like the way he react when I irritate him. Soooo cute! *pinches b's cheek* It's time for me to go now. Have to download all the stuff in my old phone to my new phone. Love you all (: xoxo

Jealously rears its ugly head

I won't forget the things you said before

"Maybe bad things happen because it's the only way we can keep remembering what good is supposed to look like"

Hello Digital Diary (: I was browsing through my blog when I noticed I've been wearing black to school almost every single day. Haha. But oh well, I don't care about how I dress to school so whatever okay. Anyway, went out with my family to have dinner cum celebrate Macy & my Belated Birthday at KCC. After that roamed around Cityhall area. We were waiting for the traffic light when President Obama's Limo went pass us. I don't know if it was but still its Awesome shizz.

After all that, headed back home. I'm bored, sleepy and sick. But lucky b's online to entertain me. Gonna go to sleep anytime soon. You guys have a goodnight! Love you all (: xoxo

You're like my

Solitude Erasure

Hello Parodies (: Didn't have the time to update last night because I came home late and I was dead tired. Well I guess my prediction for yesterday was right. The day ended up awful. After Maths UT, The Usuals ditched Daph & I. So we decided to catch 2012 at CWP. Apparently there was full house. Daph's friend, Darryl & I-forgot-what's-his-name joined us. We watched My Girlfriend is a Secret Agent. Ratings? 7/10. I find the male actor damn cute. Hehe. After the movie, took a puff and headed to the usual block. Waited for Macy and apparently her laptop wasn't with her. It went missing. First her phone, now her laptop. I have nothing to say. Oh well, because of that, I went home late.

Today, I'm not sure what the plans are. I guess I'll most probably stay at home and spend my lazy Saturday sleeping. Still waiting for b's call. I have a feeling he's mad at me because of last night. Feeling shitified right now. Oh yes, I almost forgot! I was browsing through some blogshops and found this:

Waver Casual Pocket Blouse ($18)

Simple Bow Top ($16)

Nicccceee riggghht? I won't be getting them of course 'cause I'm broke. But maybe gonna ask mum out to get me some clothes? It's been a while since I stepped into my favourite shops. Most important thing now is to get a job. Can't possibly expect to wait for my weekly allowance. That can barely survive me a week. That's it for now. Not sure if I'll be blogging later. Have a nice day ahead! Love you all (: xoxo

There's so much more that I wanted

and there's so much more that I needed

Hello Starlights (: I think TGIF doesn't apply to me today 'cause I'm predicting that my day would suck. The signs already start to kick in now. Maths module is a dread. To make matters worse, I'm teamed up with the FUGLY BITCH! Irritating piece of shizz. That's not the worst though. I have a fucken Maths UT today and I haven't even revise. AHH! FML.

I don't know what to do after school. Might be going to town with The Usuals or meet b. I don't know. I don't know. I don't knoooww. Well I'm damn irritated with my Faci right now. Everything about her repulse me. I need Faci Samuel to teach me Maths can? Okay I guess I have to go. Love you all (: xoxo

Can't help but surrender

my everything to you